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joulukuuta 2010
tammikuuta 2011
maaliskuuta 2011
this is me breaking up with you
torstai 17. maaliskuuta 2011


I need a love thats crazy don't you see?
I'm looking for someone that can handle me.
Need a fire so hot that it burns me so.
Need someone to say they love me.


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Dr. Jekyll, Mr. Hyde someone is taking over
tiistai 8. maaliskuuta 2011




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You make me this,
Bring me up,
Bring me down,
Playing sweet,
Make me move like a freek,
Mr. Saxo Beat.

Hey, sexy boy, set me free,
Don't be so shy, play with me,
My dirty boy, can't you see
That you belong next to me.


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btw
maanantai 7. maaliskuuta 2011


tunnen itteni äärimmäisen tyhmäksi kirjoittaessani niin sekavaa tekstiä, että huh huh :-------D


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i'm coming home, tell the world i'm coming home




let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday


En voi lopettaa yksinkertasesti hymyilemistä. En oo aikoihin tuntenu oloo näin eläväksi. En tiiä mistä tää johtuu, johtuuko tää vaan väsymyksestä, vai siitä, että tajusin mulla on kaikki yksinkertasesti hyvin.
Eikä mun tarvi miettii niitä ihmisiä joille en kelpaa tälläsenä. Ei ole mun menetys. Hah.

Oikeesti oon vaan niin ilonen, etten tiiä ees mitä kirjotan. Tää teksti tulee olemaan vaan yksinkertasesti sekava, mutta se taas todistaa sen, että mä olen ilosta sekasin.

Voisin itkee onnesta ja ilosta, voisin huutaa kaikella voimalla, voisin tanssia vaikka koko yön ja kaatua maahan ku en enään jaksa, mutta silti hymyilisin. Nauraisin, koska taas näytin ihmisille, mua ei saa alas vaikka yrittäis.
Parhaani yritin myös monen ihmisen suhteen, mutta jos sukset menee ristiin, nii sitten menee. En ala syyttämään itteeni mistään, mitä en oo tehny, holding my head up high and going forward!

Apua, en enää tiiä mitä kirjottaisin, tai mikä tän koko postauksen idea on.

Jos en kelpaa, en kelpaa. En tuu muuttumaan sun tai sun tai kenenkää vuoksi. Ennemmin tuun vihatuksi sen takia millainen oon, kun rakastetuksi mitä en oo.
Ihmiset tarvi pitää yhteyttä muhun jos ei oo halua, pärjään ilmanki.

Tajutkaa, oon itsenäinen, en teistä riippuvainen.





Vaikka tätä kaipaankin joskus, nii jatkan silti, entistä enemmän kasvaneena, uskon, että mun aika tulee vielä tulla rakastetuksi.

I'll just keep on smiling, I don't give a fuck.




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OMG this song is AMAZING !



I fell in love with this <3




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Yeh, I feel alive again







Realised that I am not going to change and not going to settle down.
I got no reason to change for anyone.


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oh don't let me down
lauantai 5. maaliskuuta 2011





Stab me once, stab me twice, it always feels the same.




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houston think we got a problem
lauantai 29. tammikuuta 2011

I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
Didn't work for me
Got old quickly

You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore

So it seems


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I'm sure I did have good days
sunnuntai 23. tammikuuta 2011








But if I wanted silence I would whisper

If I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go
If I liked rejection I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know


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lauantai 8. tammikuuta 2011

Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from

I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same


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keskiviikko 5. tammikuuta 2011

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
No stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine



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music is my freedom, dance is my love
maanantai 3. tammikuuta 2011

Feel the adrenaline
Moving under my skin
It's an addiction
Such an eruption

Sound is my remedy
Feeding me energy
Music is all I need

Baby I just wanna dance
I don't really care
I just wanna dance
I don't really care.. care.. care


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tell me your lie
sunnuntai 2. tammikuuta 2011


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feed my lust
lauantai 1. tammikuuta 2011


i know this ain't right, but feed my lust.
forgive me lord, i know i ain't living right


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maanantai 27. joulukuuta 2010

i totally had blast today ! and im starting to feel bit better already.
didnt get much of sleep cus i had too many things popping in my mind.
but growing numb to the pain again.

SO YE, I AM BACK.


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me likey likey ! ♥
sunnuntai 26. joulukuuta 2010



ye i had few beer too much...
but damn, that girl rocks my world !


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i can taste the air again

But luckily I had.
I had the guts to end the mess which caused me so much pain. Now I will just walk away smiling.

You had me, you lost me, remember it, I'll be gone forever

And I found out that I haven't changed a thing in a year. I'm still the heartless person. Well to the rest of the world I'm heartless, to me and what's inside of me, I'm NOT lying. I got feelings, but no one needs to know about them.

Fuck you,
Love, me xoxo

PS. Don't you tell me that you love me, ye I wish, I really do wish you'd love me. But I know it is just another lie :)


Things just ain't the same
And I'm ready for change
Go on, begone, bye bye, so long

I'm about to go and say
I'm jumping off this train
Whether wrong or right, I'll be gone by night

Ha ha, be gone !


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this is my moment


I fly with the stars in the skies
I am no longer trying to survive
I believe that life is a prize
But to live doesn't mean you're alive

Don't worry about me & who I fire
I get what I desire
It's my empire
And yes, I call the shots, I am the umpire


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You hit me like a shot of whiskey, got me walking sideways
lauantai 25. joulukuuta 2010


Okay, enough with this crap, I wanna be drunk already !



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oh shit my glass is empty, that sucks

Right right, turn off the lights,
we're gonna lose our minds tonight,
what's the dealio?

I love when it's all too much,
5am turn the radio up
where's the rock and roll?

So raise your glass if you are wrong,
in all the right ways,
all my underdogs,
we will never be anything but loud
and nitty gritty dirty little freaks
won't you come on and raise your glass



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they say get over it
perjantai 24. joulukuuta 2010

Well yeah, that picture describes my feelings quite well at this moment !
No, don't you think that's too emo, or too angst picture, because I'm pretty sure you have felt the same.
I'm trying hard to keep myself in pieces, but it's starting to shake. Shaking like hell. Am I going down or staying at the same spot. Who knows, because I can say, I don't know a fuck at the moment.

I actually forgot already how it felt when you like somebody, but not gettin' the attention and affection what you want (and need...).
Well now I know the feeling again, and it tears me up inside.
Oh well, need to get hold on myself, smile and not give a fuck about the world.
Remember, every time life gets hard, just smile because you will get through it in the end.

I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more



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can you handle me
but how 'bout when I'm drunk and with my friends






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lie to me, you can start by saying that you love me baby


If I could get you all to myself
I promise it's gonna be hard to breathe


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